This is now my main problem. I am trying very hard for my health. Just the other day, I won my war on obesity but I am now an overweight person. I have to decrease another 15 Kilo Gram or (33 Pounds) as soon as possible. Believe me, losing weight is not an easy matter. My health became very bad when I went to 110 KG and I felt that I could not do any work. Before that I had to do teeth treatment for nearly 1 month and to make matter worse, I had to be in hospital for two weeks with my wife during the time of teeth treatment.

Physically and emotionally it has been a terrible last 6 months. Now, my health is becoming better but since all my focus is on losing weight, I cannot work in my blogs. So, I feel very bad. For example, today, I felt depressed that I could not write at all. That is why, at 3 AM of night, I decided that I must write something. I am very passionate about blogging and I enjoy it more than anything else in the world. Only because of fighting for health, I am out of it for such a long time. Today, I decided that I must push myself to write or else I will become mentally sick.

Thus, it is a big dilemma for me. On the one hand, I want to lose weight as soon as possible. On the other hand, I want to go back to full time blogging as soon as I can. The reality is that I cannot get both of them because if I want to go back to full time blogging the losing weight will be impossible.

Have you encountered this kind of dilemma about your career and health? Let me tell you a very funny thing. I was so passionate and serious about blogging that in 2006, I wrote an entry and then went to get married. Well, those days, I put blogging first and the everything else. Fortunately, I had a very supportive wife who cooked and gave me food after every few hours. I used to get up from bed and then sat on my PC and then at night I worked whole night and then went to sleep when the sun rose. I don’t regret the past because I was in a special condition in my life and blogging earning was the only way out.

I hope that I don’t have to fall into this kind of situation again.